Friday, December 31, 2010

♥01012011♥

Happy New Year guys ! Well , i couldn't make it ( blogging ) at here yesterday coz i was kinda busy like mad . Actually is not that busy haha ! But im not around my house because i went to my cousin house and wait the others relatives to countdown at Curve . But bad things happened while we're on the way to Curve ! Bang it ! My dad's car suddenly slow down and the light was dim then oops , its out of service . Aww, too bad ... After countdown i gotta wait for my dad to repair his car , my gosh , i wait till 3+ 'early in the morning' ... Whatever , as long we're safe its enough .

Okay , back to the main topic ! Today is the first day of 2011 , and 1 year has gone so fast . Just forget everything that hurts you a lot and restart your brand new 2011 year life . Bad things go away ! Good things come come COME !!!

Enjoy yourself ! Go Away by 2NE1


What i've done in year 2010 is be so hardworking that i never done before . Well, in a new year 2011 i got 10 wishes and i hope it can be true one day !
1. I hope that i can get a good result
2. I hope that there's a miracle when my birthday comes which i hope for
3. I hope that Dear Wei can get a good result and prove that she can also get good result eventhough she's not in science stream
4. I hope that Carmen can realize that what is more important to her future and go for it
5. I hope that everyone around me will be happy all the time
6. I hope that Hong will still remember us after he transfer school
7. I hope that i'll be safe when i go to tuition at KL ( coz im alone xD )
8. I hope that i can get a new phone ( no need any funtion as long it is slim enough for me to hide xD )
9. I hope that i can have a very special and unforgetable birthday this year
10.I hope that i wont be alone for this year Valentine's day >.<

Haha , not too over right ^^'' . Honestly , i wish my third , forth and fifth wishes can be true , the others i just wish for but if cant be real its okay coz i used to be a super normal person who live without anything .

Last , i hope that my FAMILY and FRIENDS can be healthy ^^ Heatlh is wealth !

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Oh My Gaga !!

Last night , i came to know that im placed to the forth class ( TOPAZ ) ~ Ooo , and i was just like jumping around like a bunny and cried because its so unbelivable , i thought i will be placed to Zircon but yes , no doubt ! Im in TOPAZ ^^ ~

But , i feel bad when i came to know that Dear Wei , Carmen are not in the same class with me . Dear Wei still remain at the same class , EMERALD , Carmen was placed to Zircon means she's in afternoon session ... Oh no !

And oh no once more time ! The text book i recieve today was so thick and heavy ... I had no idea what the hell in the text book . Urgh , perhaps i guess F4 study life will be more tough than before , and you guys know what ? Im gonna fix it by my own !!! Shoots !

Well , after busy for whole day long . Im so tired now and im gonna sleep now ~
Tata !!! See you guys soon ya ^^ ~

Friday, December 24, 2010

End Of The School Holiday @ M.Christmas

Hohoho ! Merry Christmas ! Actually today is Christmas Eve , but i couldn't come here for blogging tommorow coz i will held at Genting and celebrate Chirstmas with my relatives ^^ ~ Hope everyting will be fine and goes well !

I have some pics here , well , i know it looks sucks but i still need you guys comment ^^ No matter ugly or what ~ Aha !









Merry Christmas ~

Yesterday i had recieve my bad result ... It cant reach my expectation ... I got 3 A's and 4 B . Although some of my friend said that my result was good enough coz among them my result was the best one . I mean among those friend who ask me and congratz to me . Haiz , whatever , as Aunty Lina says : Form 4 will never be our 'Honey Moon Year ' but it is a year which we start to prepare ourself to the other level in our life ...

Next ! This afternoon i went to Dear Wei's house for a Party , its actually a Christmas Eve party ~ Aha , we had a lucky draw , guess what ?! I'm so lucky coz i got a bear . But i doesnt really like that bear much coz my mom will scold me for that ... But still im ' lucky ' la because im the only one who got the biggest present . Actually i feel bad coz , the bear should belongs to Siao Wei coz i dint bring any present for the party coz im in a rush . Here is the bear i got ^^









Front View !









A lil high view !









Me ! Leanne with da bear ~












My bro with da bear ~

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Here am i !

Lol , i read back my latest post , and i got a feeling . It sucks !!! Haha , although what did i wrote is true but still it look and sounds sucks ! Lol ... I dont really like chinese but due to i already got a habit to write out my feelings with chinese >.< Lol ... Perhaps , i never expect you guys to sympathy me .

Well , PMR result gonna release by next Thursday ... And im now keep run here run there coz im so DAMN nervous lol ... Please support me lar you guys ! Coz im now lack of confidence ... Wuwuwuwu >.<

Gossip time arrives ! Well , dont you guys ever think about what will happen between a sweet couple ? Common factors , trustworthy . Once they lost the confidence to their partner , hoho , here the problems appear . Sometimes , some people will have have a problem which they always wanna know everything about their partner . This is the main factor . Most of couple will feel so pressure coz their partner always suspect him/ her for something which not necessary ... Lol , for me , i doesn't like it , appropriate scepticism is definately enough for me . Well , for sure this is just my opinion lar ... Hehe , you guys may feel that im not qualify yet to say about this topic but , i would like to tell you that , YES ! Im definately qualify coz im a human- being xD

Today im kinda lazy for blogging ... so i'll see you guys tomorrow ^^
TATA ~

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Suicide 自杀

Today i will post up my new post with two language , chinese and english ...
What im gonna write is just my opinion about suicide .

Recently, suicide became a HOT topic after Alviss Kong's death with a suicide note at Facebook . No longer , here comes a ' Lun sky ' who wanna follow Alviss's way .
I saw his wall, all of his status seems so sad . I dont know wheather it is real or not prank but still i do my best to advice him . Well , life cannot take 2 . Actually, im kinda disagree with some of the people who keep encouraged him him to die , i know that they also disagree what he is trying to do but still they should not ask him go to die right ... Haiz ...

Honestly , before this 我曾经有自杀的想法, 因为当时处于叛逆期, 所以时常会有这种想法。我并不是想博取同情而是我受不了父母的管促, 受不了学校带来的压力, 受不了同学说我的不是, 也更加受不了我和男友分手的日子。 I never deny that im not pretty as other girls, im not taller than other people ... 自杀的方法有很多, 吃安眠药死的, 喝拖地水死的, 烧炭自杀死的, 跳楼死的, 割脉死的, 特地冲出马路死的 。 但最后我真的没那个勇气去死,因为我想到种种的后果。我舍不得我爸妈, 虽然我爸不大爱理我, 虽然我每次跟我妈说话很少会没争吵,但有时想会我们美好的回忆,我都会不禁的笑起来.

I still remember that when im just a little girl about 4 years old, i start to stole things, no matter it is just a cheap stuff or sweet . My parent scold me like hell , honestly , i dont understand why i will get that such of habit . Maybe i wanna caught my parents attention , 从小 我都是由我的婆婆来照顾的, 我爸妈就忙着做工, 甚至做到半夜才回来。 我自小就认定最爱最疼我的是婆婆, 而我爸最疼的是妹妹, 妈最疼的就是弟弟, 即使到现在也不成改变。我呢, 只能从中得到那么一点点的爱。 我不曾怪我爸妈, 只怪我从小就给了一个坏印象给他们。我时常抱怨我父母为何对我那么差,我又没得罪他们。Till my grandpa and grandma pass away, im alone all the day . I dint cry when my grandma passed away , everyone asked me why dont i cry , grandma loves me a lot then i still dint cry . After a few days , i start to cry , i miss her , i dont cry when she passed away coz i knew that she may dont want me to cry ... Grandma : I really miss you a lot ... How are you now ?? Everytime i go to school , i saw many parents and some 公公婆婆will accompany them to school . I feel sad ... coz why dont my parents accompany me and my beloved grandma had passed away , i will never have this chance in my entire life ...

And im now in secondnary school , 我体会到许多事情。中一,我首次带电话到学校被抓,我爸妈骂道我狗血淋头。从此我不曾专心上课,整天忙着跟朋友聊天,逃课。我也对这个家慢慢厌倦了, 因为我妈常scold me for nothing 有事没事都抓握一把来骂。爸爸也只顾着做工也不曾真正关心我。

好了, 没多久我就升上了中二。家中是非更多了。我跟爸妈之间也产生了许多摩擦,曾为了我偷偷在上学之前去逛街而吵,也曾为了我在学校频频犯事而吵架,更荒的是, 我们也曾为了我要去做工而吵足几个月。我就更不喜欢我父母了!也想离家出走。。。

Right now , im in Form 3 . In this year , i be more mature than before. I used to know that whats happening around me that could affect me forever. 说真的我也曾经离家出走但却不超过从我家门口的100米就被我妈拉回来了。那时的确是我一时的冲动,但也是我妹妹亲手把门打开要我走的。。。试问,身在幸福的你能体会到我的心情吗?我心从那天起就彻底失望了。 在学校里头,我每天都在嘻嘻哈哈得在过日子,相反的在家,我却好冷漠。最好是不用说话,也就是因为我心淡了,我妹妹也不对我客气了,我俩就和租客没两样。。。 我为此哭了不懂及多遍。

The thing i can confirm is , my mum was the person who always used to fight against me , but the one i love so much still my mom . 我多么渴望能和她有个温暖的抱抱,我多么渴望能亲一亲她的脸狹。你们懂吗, 在我有生之年,在我回忆里, 我从没真真正正地亲过她。。。当我看见我妈妈在跟我吵那时,我心里总是不大好受。。。 因为我爱你啊妈 。。。 在这半年里, 算是我最低潮的时候,我突然想真真正正地读书了。。。我厌倦了那种颓废的生活 。。。I want to prove to my mom that i can study well, i can get a good result ! I change my attitude ! I prove to her that im a brand new daughter ... But still i failed ... I get a good result but she never praise me but to keep 讽刺我 。。。 How sad am i ... Now, im waiting my evidence to prove to her that i really work hard on my study ... And now , im a big girl with a mature mind setting . Im prepared for my Form 4 study life ... I dont know wheather i can handle my study stuff but i will do my very best ....

Well , this is my life ... Till now , i keep myself away for the thinking of suicide ... Coz i realize , you never try never know . I not yet have my own achievement , i still not yet met my prince ... I dont want to just give up my life ... Im the one who control my life but not the life to control me ...

At last , i forget to say ... 我和妹妹最终还是和好如初了,我和妈妈的关系。。。还是老样子啦,只不过比以前好多了。。。 Aiyo , the conclusion is , I LOVE YOU GUYS ! Please forgive what i've done before this ...

Monday, December 13, 2010

Life

Im just a girl who still studying in secondnary school ... Sometimes, i used to be strong , in fact .. im just like a toufu or a glass . Once i drop , that's it .

Well , im gonna tell you guys something which you guys may dont know ... Im FCKING miss my boy ... I used to online everyday till midnight due to im waiting for him . Once i saw him online, i'll be more relax . Coz now he is working in a pub . Im kinda worry for him . Even though he is a guy . But i guess he'll never know it . i used to miss him everyday even though we had broke up since last year ... And till now , im single for 1 year, 3 months and 3 day ... About why we broke up .. i wont tell you guys right here in case he saw my blog anyway . I want it to be secret forever . I dont mind that he blame on me . If ... he knows the main reason i break up with him , i guess he also wont try to save our relationship coz obviously im not his cup of tea .. What he need i cant satisfied him ... Maybe apart of it but not the main 1 ... I feel bad about it .. But now , everythings is over ... Nothing can be change ... Unless MIRACLES happen among two of us ...

Did you guys noticed the song that i put on my blog ... Im in love with this song . Well , it gives a lot of inspiration to me . Lol ..

To me , there's something i really believe in ' If it is yours finally it also will be yours , if not , it will never be yours ... ' So , just let it be ... Dont purposely go chase for it . For sure , some chance which thats the it is the only one you must put double effort to go for it ... Dont simply tell people that : ' Neh, i heard Sue Wan said that dont go purposely chase something ma . ' If i heard someone tell me this and complain to me . Im gonna give you a punch . It wont be so painful , it will only takes a few weeks to fully recover ^^!Kia kia kia ~

Hmm , do you guys feel thats i look sucks ?? I mean when i dont have any mood , just like normal . Well , my mom say that it really look sucks ! Like she wanna give me a slap . Shyt ! Im not purposely show to her ok , thats my expression when i dont have any mood . What she expect me to show her when i dont have any mood . Laugh when nothing happen ? ( It looks like im insane ) Cry ? ( It looks like im insane too ) or Scream ? ( Then she will scream too coz she may thought there's some insect around us , HAHA ! ) Nah , im not gonna change my style coz it is unnecessary , if she really cant stand it then just ask her to turn her neck and look to the others ... ( What a fool , she gonna kill me it she saw this xD )

Today's post quite long right . Because im too bored to be ! I can just write anything i want ^^ Muahaha , i guess your guys are suffering huh ?? Lol , who cares ! Just follow my blog if you want to . No FORCING at all ^^ . Ok la , dont wanna play play already la ...

Last but not least ( it sounds like im writing essay ) , im waiting to dye my hair !But i need to wait for 2 years man ! Yer , Ann jie , Hayley , Pauline they all will go to dye their hair once the SPM exam pass >.< . Yor , so BAD >.< .... Last last last , LIESE im waiting for you !!!

Good night and have a sweet dreams ! Muah ~

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Please mind for the quality but not the quantity

Most of the people used to mind the QUANTITY but not the QUALITY .
Etc ,
xxx : Hey , Leanne ... Long time no see , do you have a boyfriend right now ?
Me : No i dont have ... Sure you have right ^^'' ~ You so leng luii ( vomit )
xxx : Hehe , no la ... Eh ! i mean im not ' leng lui ' la but i got boyfriend la ^^ ~
Me : Ooo ~
xxx : So how much boyfriend you have before leh ?
Me : 1 for officially ...
xxx : 1 only a , so bad ... I got about 10 , eh , no la i think is 13 a
Me : Wow ! Thats too much for me ... You used to ' change your cloths ' every month?
xxx : Where got so long la ...So dirty ! i change my cloths everyday de a !
Me : Lol , i mean your boyfriend ~ ( LMAO )
xxx : oo , aiyo , no feel jor then like rubbish throw away lo ~
Me : Ooo ... ( speechless )
xxx : Aiya ... i need to go jor .. bye bye la ! See you next time la
Me : Sure , see ya !

Look ! They dont care the others feeling ... They just care the quantity ... So bad ... Well , one day they will regret that they dont mind the quality but keep chsing for the quantity ^^

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Please relax yourself ...

Im sure that you guys noticed a guy who call Alviss Kong had suicide a few days ago ... At this moment ... im sure that everyone will basking in being sad ....Well , i gotta say ... Its not worth but im still pity with him ... He has a handsome look ... Bright future in front of him , but .. he choose to leave this world ... Now is not the time to blame anyone ... Im just here to say : Alviss ... May rest in peace ... Hope you will have a happy ' journey ' in another world ...



R.I.P Alviss

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Ho ho ho ! Christmas is coming soon ~

Aww, time passed so fast ... 2 years ago im still a little child , 2 years later i still a little child in your eyes , HAHA ! No longer will be the 2010 Christmas day and soon will be Chinese New year ... Then will be my 16 years old birthday ^^ ~ I've been waiting for my birthday all the day ... Perhaps, my wishing will never come true so just forget about it ...

Well , gossip time arrives . Sometimes Some people because of eager, so just simply find someone to do a substitute, it is not fair to others . They used to just fill up their free times only, dont they ? For me, this wasn't fair to the others . Unless, the guy / girl are kinda flirt , if not it will hurt the others badly ... Haha, honestly ~ Sometimes i also cant stand for the loneliness i will feel like wanna go find a boyfriend immediately ... But still im rational to be ... I'll filled up my time with using computer ... Lie down on the bed to listen on some music, no matter is the rock one or the lite one ... Ok , gossip time is over ^^

Back to the topic , how to do you to have your christmas this year ? Set up the Christmas tree and having a turkey as your dinner with your family ?? Well, i've no idea how i want to have my christmas this year coz my cousin Mel and her family are invited by their aunty to stay at KL until the day they go back to Kuching ... So bad , we cant have christams together this year ... By the way , although i couldn't have a christmas that i want still i wish you guys ave a happy Christmas ya ^^

I wish you guys have fun ^^ . Tata ~

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Leanna .. Anna

Hehe ^^'' Before this, i keep changing my nickname because i couldn't choose a nickname which suitable for me. But now, i guess that i can finally have a FIXED nickname, that is Leanna or the summary of it is Anna. I considered this name because last word of my name is WAN , so i just check out with some website then finally i have LEANNA. I dont know wheather it is really suitable for me, but at least i have a permanent nickname for myself ^^

Well, school holiday was really boring. Recently i came across a movie ' Rapunzel ' and no longer i had a great idea which is go watch with my best friends but the next day, i used to know that she had go to watch it with her boyfriend. So forget about it, im fine ... No one is important than her boyfriend . She's too pampert to be ... Well, today my beloved Uncle Jerry had leave us and went back to USA . Haiz ... feel bad ... Haha , my cousin Mel looks crying but she admit that she was yawning ...I dont really believe on her actually ~ HAHA !!!

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