Monday, December 13, 2010

Life

Im just a girl who still studying in secondnary school ... Sometimes, i used to be strong , in fact .. im just like a toufu or a glass . Once i drop , that's it .

Well , im gonna tell you guys something which you guys may dont know ... Im FCKING miss my boy ... I used to online everyday till midnight due to im waiting for him . Once i saw him online, i'll be more relax . Coz now he is working in a pub . Im kinda worry for him . Even though he is a guy . But i guess he'll never know it . i used to miss him everyday even though we had broke up since last year ... And till now , im single for 1 year, 3 months and 3 day ... About why we broke up .. i wont tell you guys right here in case he saw my blog anyway . I want it to be secret forever . I dont mind that he blame on me . If ... he knows the main reason i break up with him , i guess he also wont try to save our relationship coz obviously im not his cup of tea .. What he need i cant satisfied him ... Maybe apart of it but not the main 1 ... I feel bad about it .. But now , everythings is over ... Nothing can be change ... Unless MIRACLES happen among two of us ...

Did you guys noticed the song that i put on my blog ... Im in love with this song . Well , it gives a lot of inspiration to me . Lol ..

To me , there's something i really believe in ' If it is yours finally it also will be yours , if not , it will never be yours ... ' So , just let it be ... Dont purposely go chase for it . For sure , some chance which thats the it is the only one you must put double effort to go for it ... Dont simply tell people that : ' Neh, i heard Sue Wan said that dont go purposely chase something ma . ' If i heard someone tell me this and complain to me . Im gonna give you a punch . It wont be so painful , it will only takes a few weeks to fully recover ^^!Kia kia kia ~

Hmm , do you guys feel thats i look sucks ?? I mean when i dont have any mood , just like normal . Well , my mom say that it really look sucks ! Like she wanna give me a slap . Shyt ! Im not purposely show to her ok , thats my expression when i dont have any mood . What she expect me to show her when i dont have any mood . Laugh when nothing happen ? ( It looks like im insane ) Cry ? ( It looks like im insane too ) or Scream ? ( Then she will scream too coz she may thought there's some insect around us , HAHA ! ) Nah , im not gonna change my style coz it is unnecessary , if she really cant stand it then just ask her to turn her neck and look to the others ... ( What a fool , she gonna kill me it she saw this xD )

Today's post quite long right . Because im too bored to be ! I can just write anything i want ^^ Muahaha , i guess your guys are suffering huh ?? Lol , who cares ! Just follow my blog if you want to . No FORCING at all ^^ . Ok la , dont wanna play play already la ...

Last but not least ( it sounds like im writing essay ) , im waiting to dye my hair !But i need to wait for 2 years man ! Yer , Ann jie , Hayley , Pauline they all will go to dye their hair once the SPM exam pass >.< . Yor , so BAD >.< .... Last last last , LIESE im waiting for you !!!

Good night and have a sweet dreams ! Muah ~

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