人的面具

很难的，我突然想展现我华语的文笔，应该烂及有限吧。。。 亲爱的读者给点鼓励吧 ♥

不知从几时开始，我发现每个人都是带着面具做人，就连我自己也必须戴上面具了。表面上似坚强，内心却像玻璃一样，一跌就碎。相反的，外表斯文的，内心却是扮猪吃老虎的。人性的真假邪恶，你能猜透吗？

人的面子无形中变成面具，往往误导别人也误导了自己，明明在乎的，口却一直骂到天荒地老,亲手毁掉自己和对方仅有的联系。好了，骂够了对方，当你躺在床上那一秒开始，你就开始醒悟你明明很爱她/他，开始后悔问什么要羞辱她/他，为什么要破坏仅有的联系。。。 定力就差那么一点点，就能悬崖勒马了。我遇过一对情侣，因为求学的关系，所以必须分开求学，距离并不远，但是最终女的还是离开了男的。 那个男个就和他的朋友喝酒诉苦一起大骂她的坏，就这样男的就忽略了她的好，也没有去检讨自己在学校或外界的检行是否检点而导致女的对他失望而另觅新欢。

也许面子真的是那么重要，重要到忽略自己的错而把所有责任都推给另一方。为了面子，抹煞掉之间的感情；为了面子，死撑着她/他没了你是她/他的损失；面子真的能盖过这一切？还是那句，不同的人在不同的情况，不同的心情下对某件事是有不同的想法和观点。无论你承认与否，这就是事实。举个实在的例子，有些人觉得我的blog给了他们想要的答案，而期望我下一次的解疑；有些人却觉得我的blog显示我这个人很emo... 其实我都不介意，只要我想表达真正的意义没被扭曲到就好 ～

亲爱的有缘人， 请放下您那面具吧 ～ 你就会发现那副面具不是必然要带上的。。。

Oopps ! I did it ...

What an embarrasing thing i ever been through in my entire life ! My damn phone rang while Maths lesson ends. Luckily teacher dint ask who's phone rangs eventhough she heard it and throw out with ' orang ni mesti bawa handset ' . Im lucky but still im shaking for about 3 minutes after that ... Im terrified ! Its was all on me, i set my phone alarm and i changed my phone to general mode with maximum volume coz im afraid i couldn't hear it... At last im almost get into trouble T.T ... I swear i never use [Back to December] as my ringtone! Otherwise, i'll back to 'discipline room' next time .

Huuu, everytime i thought back that moment my phone rangs, my whole body shakes eventhough nothing happen. PLEASE, may god bless me dont make the same thing repeat again.

And i felt so sorry to my neighbour DW... I know i had support him with those letter i wrote for his own good but still he's kicked out from the list to transfer to morning session class T.T... I know i cant talk to the HM for him coz it may affect my studies. But i swear i will try my best to help me kick the HM a** off ! Kick people out of the list without any reason ?! I discuss with my parents they also support me to do somthing with it, at least get the reason WHY !

One more thing and it'll be the last thing im gonna end my blog post with, 8 more days and i'll be 17 and Happy CNY ♥ ♥ Woots~ Hoping some suprise ( hopefully my friend will remember my birthday u_u )

Good night my dear readers ♥

P.R.O.T.E.S.T !

【华语篇】
我超想对以国语来上数学和科学这个方案提出抗议啦！这个方案的存在根本就无厘头的， 是要培养我们的爱国精神还是要强调国语大过天呐？身为学生读书已经不是一件轻松的事，现在还要转换国语来学数学和科学，简直是荒谋！一路以来都习惯了用英语学，干嘛突然好好的要转换啦。。以我的角度来看，读了两三年国语的数学和科学，用国语考了数学和科学，拿了文凭出来还不是一样要用英语重新读过，要不然哪个国家会接受用国语教和考数学科学的教学法啊？越想越无厘头！ Mathematic and Science in English 根本就是international standard的。 好好的，为了什么要换掉啦。。我们就是不懂government's policy啦，我只懂学习的是我们，我们有权选择令我们觉得最舒适的教学方法。

政府是不是应该对我们解释要转换的原因啊～ 问题有没有牵涉到种族语言关系我倒是不清楚，但是我们身为Malaysian，是不是应该尊重我们身为学生的意见叻？ 即使目前说用双语，但是政府能把那些相关的课本全都印出国语版本，由此可见，使用国语教学法这个方案不可能会停止。如果真的说停就停，那些书拿来recycle啊？还真不环保。看！继续又不是，不继续又不是，我都觉得矛盾了～ 谁叫政府洗开了这个头，我就看看你们会怎样处理好来。。。

虽然我不是要用国语教学法的那batch,但是我看到我妹拿的那些课本要拿两叠那么多，还要study in Melay真的是辛苦啦～ 所以，这次我是为了自己，为了家人，为了所有不赞成国语教学法的人所以才会有这篇文章的存在。

我在这里祝你们好运了。♥

♥07.01.2012♥

The 1st week of 2012. Everything backs to normal and i cutted my hair SHORT ! Not too short but im a lil regret T.t ... Whatever ! Its a fact though .

Huuu, study life really sucks . A lot of homeworks and tuition but the fact is i enjoy it eventhough xD. Everyone said that im just like a worker coz i wake up early in the morning and back at night. Well, i still enjoying my life. To those people who unwilling to own this kind of lifestyle please suit yourself coz study is AMAZING and this kind of tuition lifestyle wont last long ^^.

However my sis are still considering about which stream she should go for. Pure science or Sub- Science. Lol, i dont get it why she need to stress herself to do a selection between 2 options. If you can coop with it then take pure la, if cant then come to sub la. Adui, memang susah la u ! Haiz, everyone also have to remind you to relax ... Keep yourself RELAX la sis ~ Everything will be okay :)

Countdown for CNY and my birthday : 15 days ♥
Try to figure out what i should buy for my mum ^^ [ Any suggestion? ]

My thoughts for the 1st day of schooling :
1) OMG ! Bell had braces on her teeth xD
2) OMG ! Our class held at Cabin == Far from ANYWHERE
3) OMG ! JS poke me when im focusing in maths lesson xD
4) OMG !Alex as our Class Assistant

Haha, just have fun with Bell and friends ♥
Nervous now ~ Just informed by my papa that i have to attend Law Class for driving lesson :o

So you guys better wish me luck so that i can pass the exam in the future easily ♥

Mua Life ♥

Holiday is over and everything back to normal so far . I met on something hurts me badly on the first day i back to school as a Form 5 student . Someone said i act like a spoiled child(撒娇). I dont feel like wanna tell the whole damn story, but i really get fed up coz of the description about my behavior that moment. Obviously i was trying to complain and beg the teacher so that teacher can call off her plan to change our place. I know you hate girls act like a spolied child like someone. But dont simply assume that i was try to act like that to beg teacher！连埋怨和撒娇都分不清就别那么快说出口。尊重别人时也尊重自己. 你可以当做我是记仇小气，别说我没离你远点。。。

Back to my life in 2011. According to the actual plan, we SHOULD go countdown at Curve but we end up our countdown with the movie 'Air Force 1'. LOL . Whatever, i missed those AMAZING fireworks T.t . Well, everyone does have their own wishes in 2012. For me,

In 2012:
1. Get good results for SPM ♥
2. I want to go for driving lesson ASAP.[ Soon will be, 19 days more and Im 17!]
3. Papa and Mama get healthier
4. Get a Vivaz hp if possible ♥
5. Get a set of skin care products as my birthday present ♥
6. Get bad, annoying guys out of mua way !
7. Reconstruct my blog if possible ! [ I always mess up my blog layout coz i know nothing bout these]
8. Know some good guy [ To gimme tutor for homework, not gonna bother about couple stuff i think so]

I think thats all for today ~
Wish everyone Happy New Year 2012 ♥
Oh ya ! Almost forget .
To my dear readers:
The shoutmix chatbox screwed me up recently, if you wish to leave any comment you may leave at my new chatbox or leave comment at my post or you may send me a message too. Here's my email add [lonelygirl0123@live.com.my/babyjane95@live.com]

Anna