I dont know how and what to start with coz you're aint listen to me anymore. You're someone special to me, meant something to me. You got temperament but you misused that! As your situation you no need to be so desperate for coupling. Is couple that important to you ?! You know what ? You had a good family good mother and all your family members. Your mother is always on yourside, she can scold whoever hurts you without any evidence, proving. I dont get it, you've been giving so many excuses such as you've been hurted by those ex and you've been being throw off by your ex. C'mon, the main problem is your mentality. You can be a mature hot lady but because of your behavior and attitude everything turns to nothing.
You're just like me, everything. The only thing different between me and you is you dare to challenge everything without thinking. You just do whatever you want. Sometimes you should realise why people blame things on you and stand against you. Dare to challenge everything that you like i not a fault, but without concerning the others feeling, that may cause you to a wrong path way. Now you can still fight for yourself, fight for everything but these moment wont last long for sure. Are you gonna fight against your boss in the future ? I know to change your mind need some time. Try to focus on something worth and meaningful. Couple is not an option to you right now. And whoever said 'I love you forever' please and please think properly. That sentence dont mean a thing. You cant confirm that this person will be your husband in the future. Up to college, there's a lot of guys that suit you more than the current one.
2 years ago and now we're having the same problem, FIGHT FOR NOTHING ! I dont think so a relationship between guys can beat 11 years friendship down ! If you think that a guy can replace your childhood best friend , sorry, you never respect our friendship, not even once. You choose to believe something that you think you should believe and destroy everything you had between us. You know how hurt it was? I admit that i hate you a lot, i hate you for being not trusted me, hate you for being think that im your enemy ! But i love you as my closest friend. Whatever i said is true, i dare to admit that i hate you, i dare to admit that i love you too. There's no way our friendship should end like a crap. Please show me that you've changed your mind. Please tell me that you can replace back my place in your heart. I wish the hug you gave me that day is a true friendship hug. Not acting. I will wait till that day you tell me that you also love me as a closest friend, no more pretending, no more acting, no more arguing because of guys ♥
To my sister xxxlxx ♥
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