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♥ 心淡了，再也没有色彩 ♥

我想哭也想骂人 。。。
想骂的是。。。我不想因为你一个人搞乱了所有人的生活，因为一句话你喜欢，就来搞风搞雨，威胁我姐妹... 做得出，干嘛怕被说。。你以为每个人都受你这套吗？Self abuse 是心理有问题的人才会做的。。你要嘛就自我检讨，要嘛就继续得要博同情。。如果你觉得你喜欢就好，不理爸妈的心情不理所有人的心情去做你喜欢的东西是应该的。。对不起。。我很后悔曾经有过你这个姐妹。。我不敢说我不自私，至少我会想清楚。。而不会因为我喜欢，这三个字而直接/间接伤害到身边的人。。给脸子你是人情，不给是道理。。我就是死在心软。。你说有事，我不管我的纪律记录都翘课陪你。。就光是我们之间的回忆都被你的所作所为打碎了。。你在也不是以前的你。。我将也不会是以前那么无知的思巧了。。我该帮的做的，都做完了。。你给我的只有伤害，两年前至今时今日都是。。我不会恨你，我只希望我们谁都不是。。不是朋友也不是敌人。。你的笑充满敌意，充满虚伪。。如果放弃你可以得到更好的生活，我都会觉得是值得的。。

RUN ! For Life ♥

Running around is a part of my life, i used to run for my life. Im an athlete since im in primary school. 100m, 200 and hurdling is my best sports event. As my height, its hard to believe im good in hurdling huh ~ But its true . When people ask what special bout myself, i'll always tell them, i RUN, i DANCE, and i SING ! They will immediately answer me back, ' i know, whats that special about? I also do sleep, do walk and do shyt ' . Sorry my dear, you guys will never know how special am i not till i tell you guys today.

I dance since im in Std 2, my parents dont like i join dancing class coz they said dancing will lead you to a wrong pathway, such as you'll be more arrogant and materiality. But i LOVE it, so they surrender and let me go. After a few years, i stoped because that dancing teacher cheat our money. Although i stoped for attending dancing class still i never stop what i like so much, i keep on dancing, learning from tv, CD, internet.

I also join Choir since im in F3. Audition needed, they were strict enough, they dont let anyone pass easily. So, im in ♥ . But i quit for some DAMN reason .

I was choosen as a runner since im in STD 6, i should go for traning earlier but because im in good class so as what we know, good class student always STUDY thats why in sports aspect we're neglected by sports teacher. I continue my journey as an athlete till im in F2. I fall from hurdling through an sports event because my running track was in muddy condition. Recall back the past 2 years... Im really good in running and sports. Volleyball, Taekwondo, Olahraga and so on. I remember that i was LEADING when the competition starts, among those tall runner, im the shortest one, still im the one who leading .. But coz of the track condition i fell down, and i get up and continue to chase up the others .. But at last i get No. 3 only.. I cried badly. But i never regret i participate in that sports event, because of that incident i met a good brother who motivates me a lot ♥ .

After a few months after i injured myself, i go for a body check. I was examined by a Chinese Traditional doctor. He said that i CANT run and dance anymore coz i injured my backbone and spinal cord. I feel like im COLLAPSED ! No way ! I run and dance for my whole life, and now i cant run and dance anymore U_U . I couldnt accept this fact and i almost faint in that moment ... I cried till i got fever. But no longer i accept the FACT and i stop for attending Olahraga and Taekwondo traning. Till last year sports day, i wanna compete again . So i go for sports day secretly . None of my parents knew about this . I did a great job in 100m but then i injured again so all my indian buddies advise me not to stress myself anymore, i still can participate after i recover . But who knows ? What if i really cant run for my entire life anymore ? But im glad that i accept their advice and i rest until now . Recently im trying to train myself up. Jog everyday if possible . But i've stop for almost 2 years so i really looks sucks now TT. Whatever, i trust my brother that im really good in sports and i shouldn't just give up like that, all my buddies are waiting for me ♥ My dear buddies ! Anna will be RIGHT BACK soon ! ♥ Dudes ! Dont sympathize me because of this please ... Stupid Kugen ! Haha xD

So, am i special enough right now ? Harships that appear in my life will never stop ! But i think i can manage it ^^ ~ Thanks for those guys who supports me a lot ♥

( Dance for my life ♥ )

( Run for my life ♥)