Im sorry mom ....

Today.. Haiz .. I feel so depressed ... Well, when im tuitioninh English then suddenly my mom had came to fetch me as well. Actually today's class will expand its tuition time till dont know what time , maybe 6 o'clock ? Then , when im in the mood of doing my essay suddenly my mom came to fetcht me to Maths tuition ... Then suddenly i cried terriblely ... I dont know why ... Just cried terriblely with no reason at all .. Then my mom worry about me and keep asking me wheather i wanna keep on my English or not , she thought i want to keep on my tuition for English.. Actually i dont know why i cry also ... But i feel so sorry bout my mom ... While im on the way to Maths tuition .. She just keep thinkin of me ... She just passed by my tuition 'centre' she never notice till i remind her ... I really feel so sorry bout my mother ... Im sorry mum ... I never meant to let you worry that much ... I cried while im tuitioning at Maths tuition class ... Today really hurts me alot ....

My dear dairy ..

This wednesday is known as our chinese traditional Mooncake Festival ... So bad ... i couldn't join the dinner with my family beacause that day i went for tuition the whole day, i think sis Ann got enough time to dress up herself before join the dinner at my house . Well , i only know that i've been starving since evening till at nght 10 .30 only can eat my lunch/dinner ... That day i only ate a bread and drink a cup of horlicks for the whole day =.=' About my exam, I had my English test and Geografi for my exam if im not mistaken . Lol , to me , its not that diffiult and so to Geografi .

Yesterday its almost the same as Wednesday , just that i tuition until 5.00 only . So tired ... Feel like sleeping when im walking at anywhere . Somehow, i almost knocked down by a motor when im passing to the opposite road to buy sandwich. That time a heavy rain was falling down, when i think i gonna knocked down by the motor, there is only one thing flash in my mind ... It is definately a nightmare ! Haiz , im shocked terriblely ... Who knows the other side of my mind how fear am i >.< Well, yesterday i had share my lunch with Sis Hayley, Honestly, she really looks like my real sister , i wish that i could have a elder sister like her ... By the way, i really thought her as my sis ^^v So i gotta say : Sis welcome to my life ^^!~

Today, as usual i woke up early in the morning ... I klip my hair, i brush my teeth, i wash my face, i take a shower, i change my school uniform, i put on my sunblock, then i tied up my hair .. These is what i do every early in the morning. Seems so normal =.='' Maybe should change it to " wake up, shout , yell , cry, jump over my bedroom " ?? Lol, if i really do this early in the morning , 1st, my neighbour will thought they are staying beside the Tanjung Rambutan , 2nd, my parent will thought they are dreaming . HAHAHA !!! I'm insane !!!!

Recently, i came across with Jolin's latest mv , ' Honey trap ' and the ' Love Player ' ... I admire her dancing skills . Jolin is performing herself as a robot with various emotion . Her dancestyle is based on the ' Vogue '. It seems so easy for me , but i think it wil be more tough and complicated when i really try to learn about this dance ~ Perhaps i cant dance anymore... Because i dont know how was my backbone right now , i gotta wait until the PMR examination over already then i will go check my backbone at hospital ...Hope so it will not that serious ... Ok, before i leave my blog , i'll post up the latest mv of Jolin Tsai

Honey Trap



Love Player

Shock's day !!!

Today was the 'shockest' day i ever had . I said so because i got No.1 for the class placing withou an A ! Hoho , it seems that my class are far more worst that i thought . Well , recently , i surf net to look up for some blog , like sis Hayley, Nia , Jane , Jill , Ashley and so on ... It seems that my english level are very low , LOL ~ Sure, i admit that im not that good in english . *Giggles* I gotta say that im really not fully prepared for my examination that will make a great change for my future . As my mom asked me : Sue Wan , what do you think so you gotta be in the future ? Well , i gotta say , i really dont know ~ I cant even imagine how worst am i by now .

Nowdays kids are really worst and bad in their behavior ! Since that when i walk back to home, a melay kid hit on me then he shout at me : 'Ei babi , lu tak tau macam mana jalan ke ? Babi betul ni ! ' Wao , i got a great shock , i din't even hit on him but he does . How dare he yell at me and act like i did hit on him . Although he was the person that hit on me and he should felt embarassing but he doesn't feel anything ... But me , let him shout till wanna cry , maybe he was big in size ? feel so pressure ~ HAHA !!!

Dude, today's LPA ( Latihan Pecutan Akhir ) is much more easier that i thought this before ...Well, its easy but when i really look through the question i feel so pressure ?? This is the first time i never cheat , i din't even copy the others ^^v , WELL DONE ! Haha ~

About the mosqitoes ! I hates mosqitoes a lot !!! Damn it , i've been attack by the mosqitoes since i step in to the classroom and somewhere else yesterday ~ They really IRRITATES me !!! I don't mind that the mosqitoes stings at my hand or leg, but i mind that it stings on my face .. my poor dear face ! How embarassing am i while all the people thought i got so many pimples on my face ! Fake it !

Well , sometimes blogging is kinda tiring~ So i may stop my ' essay ' here today ^^'' Good night pals ~ Have a nice dream ^^ ~

Nutty me ~

What is 'nutty' ?? Nutty means nuts ! I feel so stupid coz i help Carmen to do somthing and get scolded by no reason >.< ! I never regret to help Carmen to do anything , btw , actually , is myself wanna help her so i cant blame on the others .... Well , i had did a great job to myself ... No matter how they was , i only cant support her silently ... There is nothing else i could do so ~ FINE !!! Feel so hard to be the middle person ... Well , i hope so it will never repeat again ! About my study ... i really dont have the mood to do any revision ... Till today ... i only start to do a quick intensive revision ^^''v ~ Wish that i could finish all my revision by this week or maybe the lastest , next week ... Come on , cheer up girl !!! No one can interupt me , nothing can interupt me !!! Yay !!!

My Life

Lol , recently quite stress because many things had happen around me ... No matter in my study or my life ... Well , im strong as you think but somethimes not ... Hmm , PMR is coming up next , gotta really hardworking and put more effort on my study . HAHA , actually i know how to say but sometimes will just ignore it . LOL =.= ! Guest wad , i had notice a cinema movie ' Piranha ' , lol ~ I wanna watch it !!! The trailer looks so interesting ^^ , maybe can go watch maybe not . Who knows =.='' But i wish i can go to watch this interesting movie la ^^ ~ Hmm , about my life .... Haiz , dont know can use what word to describe for my life ... Full of challenging ?? or colourful ?? or maybe happiness ?? Haiz , he is the one who can only lead me to a new life ... LOL , forget about it =.= '' After some incident , i wish that i could be more mature and handle those problem properly ... Wish me good luck ^^ ...