Should i die ... or not ??

Today ... i reli moody ... I noe my mum care of me , want me to success in Mathematic ... Bt til jz nw , she keep saying like i din put effort at all , tis sentence reli hurt me ... Did i ?? I sacrifice all de thing i ever wanted cz of maths den she say i nvr put any effort ... Jz like i ''mm dae mm diu '' >.< My tears definately r rushing out d ... Wat should i do ?? There's no more private tuition cls tat i cn join d ... Mayb i wil find form 6 student to help me , or any1 would like to b my maths tutor or sum1 tat u cn introduce ?? I hope u guys reli cn help me in tis .... BIG PRESSURE s de thing tat oli i can say ... So ..? Should i jump river and none of de pressure of me , or i put in more n more n more effort to success my mathematic ??

I hate you !!!

Actually tis morning when i reach to skul im in mood geh ~ After tat saw Carmen , Ashley n tat 2 pokai ! Lol ~ After recess i go to bilik kaunseling cz me n Carmen gt apointment tat r set b4 de skul holiday ~ Atfer tat , we go bek to cls 4 POL cls n Sej cls , den i n Carmen go toilet ~ Heng , here s de main thing i wana say 2day ! I reli hate P !! Eventhough im nt close wif u bt u reli hd dissapointed us ! U sex wif ur bf fine ! U jz make urself cheap oli , nt us ! Even A told us bout ur sex stuf so wat ?? Means u cn pull her shirt ?? Means u cn fight bek her ?? Urgh ! I wil oli say , u cnt be rescue d ! Speechless to u ! U r disgusting ! Dirty ! If A gt anything hapen i wont let u go !!! Dun say i nvr warn u !!! Go off u dirty fool !! My mood today r reli reli reli ANGRY !!! Nvr stay close to me if u dun wana gt scold !!!

Skul reopen ~~

Hmm , b4 i start blogging ,i hv to say tat my latest post '' Haha '' i hd accidently post it i duno hw to remove it >.<>.< Aha ! Den she ask me tat wat i write in my blog , nt my fault a , s cz of another person ! She so chi gek 1 err , say xxx sure mati lar ! Haha , 4gt is tis sentence or nt o ~ Watever lar ~ Btw , recently im kinda tired cz i keep chasing my time 4 my Sejarah Projek , bt stil i wil keep post my latest news at here lar ^^ ~ Last , i gotta thanks Carmen ! Thanks a lot , u r such a best fren i ever hd ! Love ya ! Thank you 4 being caring everything bout me , even de smallest thing tat i jz ever mention , u oso remember tat ^^ I so chi gek n gam dong tim ... Haha , im jz telling de truth ! Nt fake at all ! Believe me ! HAHA ~ K, i gotta say gdbye d , ned oioi lar if nt im gonna b panda 2 moro ~ Haha , those hu reli noes bout me sure noe tat i tau ckp je ~ Haha ~ BB , nite n sweet dreams ^^ ~

Haha ~

Hah ! Double face people !

Duh ! I reli hates double faces people ! Once again im in super INSANE mood ! Beware of me ! I reli cnt understand y those fool can have double faces huh ~ 1st , i gotta warn u tat nvr get any closer to me ! U tell me tat u hates Jene , u broke friendship wif her n so on , den nwdays , wat u had done ??! Lol ~ Hu cares ~ Bt it reli hurt Wei ok ! I hate U ! If u do love Jene jz tell us de truth la , nt necessary to be a liar ! Duh ! Again , i reli reli reli hates LIAR ! DOUBLE FACES ! Urgh ! Any1 hu has de attidue tat i hates pls gt away from me ~ Dun say i nvr warn u . Orelse i wil kick u into a bucket ! Urgh !!!

Journey to Melaka

Haha ~ I hd visited Melaka at 5/6 and bek at 6/6 ~ Haha , sooo damn happy man ^^ ~ Hia hia , if i write all my journey at here den reli damn long man ~ So tis time im vry smart ! Short short cut ! 5/6 , start our journey wif my uncle early in de morning ~ Go Taman Rama- rama Melaka ~ Go check in ~ Go walk along de street even de wheather s damn hot ~ Go bek to de apartment and swim ~ Hv a shower n dinner ~ Go to town , pasar malam , join the river cruise , saw FANTASTIC , AMAZING, ROMANTIC fireworks , muahaha ~ Gt jealous bo ?? Hehe , an shuang -ing ^^ ~ Den go bek to apartment n oioi lur ~ 6/6 wake up den go A Famosa ~ Go hv lunch at thr ~ Go walk walk ~ Go amimal Safari ^^ ~ We having de '' roller coaster '' tat time ^^ ~ COOL ! Den go bek to Rwg , de half way , my dad's car sot plak >.<>.< So am i smart ?? Haha , self -admire ^^ ~ My style my style ~ Tq tq ^^ ~ Haha ~