Feeling s ain't control by me ...

Last nite , s de ' hua che you xing ' 4 de wesak day ~ Den i go help , actually i din noe tat my name ady register jo geh ~ so wei tel me tat full jo , bt they stil cl me go help ... Sry , im nt purposely abandon u geh .... Btw , yesterday i saw J oso gt go help , bt actually i duno wheater is him or nt ... Bt after tat i saw him d , reli s him ... Lol , he ask me to stand beside him cz wana chat , our post at tat time s hv to ' protect ' de flower car geh ... So the main thing s ned hold our hands up ~ Well , i dun mind , bt the moment he hold my hand , de feeling s just so familiar to me ... The feeling s so special jz like de time i hold L hand .... I nvr ignore tat i gt ' hao gan ' to him .... Bt cn i noe de feelings s like ? hao gan ? or love ? I duno ... Its jz fel so close wif him .... Bt after tat he ask me sumting tat reli remind me tat i've been hurt b4 ... I cry out ... Bt mayb he duno ... Bt even he saw it ... the reason it jz oli ... Im tired .... Nvr tell u de truth .... I noe tat betwen us wont hv any relationship .... U thought us tat ....